Good Morning Tuesday
September 30th, 2008 15 Comments»Wordcount: 402
It’s just about time for me to wake up Eric and get him off to school. But I figured I’d write something here before I get him up and off for the day. I’ve got alot on my mind, I guess.
I’ve got to go sign a new lease today. It’s the last day of my current lease, and they are raising the rent by $35.00. I guess I should be grateful it’s only $35, though. I expected it to be more to be honest. So we’ll be here at least another year. Hopefully it won’t take them long to get our apartments back to the way they were before Hurricane Ike. Cause right now they are looking kinda ghetto. 
I’ve also got to make myself another psychiatrist appointment. I missed my last one and never rescheduled. I don’t think the stupid medications this broad has me on are really helping me, but then again there are outside factors causing me alot of my problems, and I’m already emotionally unstable as it is. I’m currently only taking Abilify and Tegretol though. I say only because before I started seeing this Doctor I was taking six different medications and I felt like a zombie most of the time.
I think I’m going to purchase Sex and The City today. I know, it’s not always a great idea to buy a movie before you’ve actually seen it, but I really don’t care. It’s one of my favorite series, next to Grey’s Anatomy, of course. I’ve also been wanting to get Season 4 of Grey’s on dvd but just haven’t gotten around to it yet. I’m trying to save money anyway to catch up on some stuff. Saving money is hard though. 
Anyway, I’m considering starting up another blog. A personal, yet anonymous, blog that no one will know is me. I’ve always felt that writing is a form a therapy, and God knows I need therapy, but currently I don’t feel at liberty to write much here for various reasons. Some of those reasons have to do with family, and then there’s Chris who freaks out anytime I write anything he doesn’t “approve of.” None of “them” will know my new blog if I decide to go through with it. I need an outlet for all of this crap swimming around in my head. Yeah, I know.. how emo.
The day starts now.
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Thanks :)
One of the main reasons I started blogging more than 4 yrs ago was for therapy. I needed to get off all the angst I had in me and blogging actually helped. A lot.
I hope you all the things you need to do, including saving hehe
That’s why I’ve done it for years, but it seems that certain people can’t fathom the idea of me having an opinion. Idk.
SATC was a great movie. I’m sure you’ll love it if you loved the series, so it should be a pretty safe purchase. I believe you on the private blogging. I’d hate it if anyone in my family read my blog. They just don’t belong there.
Does your family know your blog? What about the hubby? And how do you know for certain they don’t read? Just curious. My parents know my blog and so does a lot of other family members. Chris got mad once and emailed my parents a post I made that mentioned them, so now they check it sometimes. Whatever.
The parents and hubby know that I have a website, or at least know that I used to. When I got the domain I was very secretive about it, so I don’t think they know what the link is. My evil cousin used to read and torment me about the stuff I wrote, so it led me to hide it from everyone except for one cousin that I’m really close with who doesn’t have other online profiles so that’s her way of keeping up with my life. My parents know that I have a myspace and facebook and stuff, but they don’t know how to view it and neither profile lists my website. I crosspost at LJ and allow trusted “real life” people to read that (it’s friends only). So I think I’m safe, heh. It’s just not right that Chris would go show your parents your blog. It’s not his place.
It’s sad that your cousin was doing that. Really, what is wrong with people?
Chris believes everything is “his place” and “his business”. But let’s not get into that, if I say too much about him he’ll try to either punish me or humiliate me or both. And I’m supposedly the one with the mental illness..
I still think you’re better off w/o someone who treats you that way…
i hope your sessions with the psych improves and that you will feel better.
Yea, grey’s anatomy is my secret lover
I think its the best series I have seen in years. I know what you mean about people not approving and then giving you a hard time, that happens to me too …
Hope things work out
Grey’s Anatomy is my favorite series since My So-Called Life
I have several blogs. One of them is anonymous, where I can just vent. I highly recommend it!
heyheyyy
i went to a psychiatrist once thinking that maybe i needed one. i saw her twice and then quit. i think i just wanted someone to tell me that i had something wrong with me haha. idk, all these mental illnesses out there, who even knows what’s real anymore.
i took lexapro though for a month and didn’t like it. made me feel soo numb to everything. no happiness. no sadness. never took it again.
i think the private blogging thing is a good idea… do it! (i wana read it though :X)
lol.. I don’t want someone to tell me something is wrong with me tho. I want them to fix the shit that is wrong, but I’m starting to see that that’s not even going to happen.
The whole point of a private blog, diana, is that it is private. Duhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I definitely understand why you’d want a private blog. I don’t think I’d have the courage to pour my heart out if I thought anyone I know IRL was reading..
I don’t really pour my heart out here. I do need a place that I can though.