i’m still waiting…
June 22nd, 2007 19 Comments»Wordcount: 366
I’ve had alot on my mind lately. Depression and anxiety go hand in hand, but also don’t mix. Go figure. I have to just keep my head straight. I’ve been having these horrible dizzy spells the past couple of days. So bad that sometimes I have to close my eyes and just lay there for a few til it goes away. And this slight headache? I wish I knew where it came from. Some of the side effects of the meds I take “cause dizziness” but honestly, it just started.. so I dunno. My son noticed a really bad pinkish red coloring in my left eye.. around the inner part. I wonder if the dizziness could be caused by needing new contacts? I’m calling the eye doctor when I get done with this, cause I have been having blurry vision lately.
I got my intuos3 tablet back yesterday. My bf bought me this tablet and about 3 weeks after he bought it for me I got pissed at him and smashed it to pieces. (psycho). Then I sent it in for repair.. lol. They fixed it, or gave me a new one? I dunno.. either way it’s all new n stuff, so I can’t complain. I’m not gonna do that again, I love my tablet 
I have to make an appointment with the eye doctor and then take my kid to get a birthday present for one of his little friends who is having a birthday party tomorrow. I think we are going to get him that razor scooter cause my son has one when he lived near us he was always trying to ride it, lol. It’s so weird cause this kid’s parents are deaf and when I went to RSVP back on the party invitation I had to call this video phone number and this interpreter spoke to me and then called the lady on her video phone and spoke to her in sign language.. so it’s kind of like IP RELAY but with video. Neat stuff.
I know this was all sporadic and random but that’s basically how I’m feeling at the moment, and it’s the best I could do right now.
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Thanks :)
Such video phoning is a great improvement for the lives of deaf people, and enables them to communicate almost like the rest of the world.
I’ve just been diagnosed with depression, not fun at all, so know what you’re going through. I am well known for my anxiety and panic attacks.
Take care of yourself! Your son will look up to you.
I can relate to a point. I was diagnosed with major depression when I was 6 (seriously). However I don’t have that many anxiety attacks. They have come on but for the most part it’s just my depression (which can be bad enough). It is possible that the dizziness has to do with needing new contacts. When I needed glasses I had horrible headaches and got dizzy all the time.
You’re right, it isn’t fun at all. I do my best though. I haven’t really had alot of panic attacks or anxiety attacks. I do try to take care of myself though.. or do the best I can. Thank you
Wow. 6? That’s really young to be diagnosed with something so severe. I’m sorry to hear that.
Well, I did get new contacts. AND I also got glasses. (nerdy girl) and I haven’t really had the dizziness or headaches nearly as much, however.. I still get a bit dizzy when I am laying down. I dunno. My mother swears it’s an inner ear infection. My boyfriend thinks it’s something called “vertigo”. I simply think it sucks and I may end up having to go to the doctor over it. But yeah, the new contacts have helped.
Yeah, it’s great. I remember when there was no way whatsoever to communicate with a deaf person other than signing or them reading your lips.. or just simply writing it down on a piece of paper. lol. Technology is a wonderful thing.
I saw one of those kind of phones while it was just a prototype at the mall, very neat indeed! I’ve always wanted one just to talk to my boyfriend since he works out of town , but him seeing me at super ugly moments is quite alright lol. I’m sure you son’s friend will like the scooter!!!! thats like super nice of you,
I have never suffered from diagnosed depression, but I have my times where life sucks. The dizzy spells sound scary. Be sure to take care of yourself. My little nephews love their scooters - I’m sure your son’s friend will too.
I think everyone goes through times when life just plain sucks. The dizzy spells were pretty bad, but have gotten better.. now I only have them basically when I look up, or when I lay down. My son’s friend did love his gift.
*hugs* depression and anxiety and dizzy spells and headaches and all are just awful alone but together can just overwhelm the crap out of you. Feel better soon. Oh yea, I’ll be your “neighbor” soon heh.
iLy, but I hate WP ;x We relate so much, but anyways yeah my site is fixeded :[ Let’s rid of depression! -Buys you a life.
YOUR SHIT HATES ME UGH!!
OMG. How can you hate WP? Seriously! I fell in love with it the first time I used it. If you need any help, just email me or w/e.. I know I’m not online that much but I’ll help you as much as I can when I’m around ok? :p
Who cares, greymatter is back in the game ROFL!
Thanks for the comment
I hope you feel better soon and good luck buying presents.
i was on meds like that before…the side effects sucked. i know what your going thru
I hope you get better and the dizziness goes away.
I think I need to change my contacts soon… oh well.
Technology is awesome~
Thank you, the present worked out well. ;]
Thank you. I do feel better now that I have gotten new contacts, and I can see better as well.